ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

I'm Not Laughing lyrics in English

Sunday, May 14, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi



Over a thousand times you
wrote the words “I love you”
In every corner of my heart
and now you come and
You leave me like the wife
and like dust in a corner of a room,
You push me aside and you say,
let’s break up
And without even knowing,
I slap you across the cheek and
I shook off the ground that held on to my
feet and walked for a
long time and promised to myself
I will never put you by my side ever again
All the efforts I did to protect you till now
I cut them all up and throw them into the racing cars
With laughter mixed with tears,
I come up with this faith that I will be better off than you,
into that deep darkness
I’m not really laughing
I’m not really walking in your memories
I shed tears and wait for you


A couple of days pass
and like a lonely street in late autumn,
Like a fisherman who sits alone by the water,
I’m exhausted by loneliness and waiting
I chain smoke and cough endlessly
and I crazily go into the memories
With your cute voice,
I crumbled like a bent tree branch
I was embraced in her arms
and expanded in a sweet dream
You joked that you will forever cling onto me
Wherever we went, whoever we met,
it was always us two
So it was always joyful
and we were always happy
It was like that but now,
she’s not by my side
I walk this night street with loneliness once again
In my heart that let you go
Tears come up and
shake me and hurt me
In my two eyes that let you go
Darkness comes to me again
I want to forget you, I want to forget you
No matter how much I shout out,
it doesn’t work
I regret because I
couldn’t take care of you. 
MIMI SUHAILA

Nasi ambeng

Saturday, May 13, 2017


Taste good
ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Lyric Review: Someday

Friday, May 12, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi

I always love lyrics written by Kang Gary. Kang Gary is a Korean Rapper that was featured in Leessang, a famous Korean Duo Group. The lyrics written by him are so subtle and he show his deep emotions in all of his lyrics. My favorite song is Someday. Here are the English lyrics to show few of his words that are so deep. I will just show few verse of the lyrics just to show to you, how he writes.







Someday.

After everything stopped, the time is silently ticking again
My sunken heart is once again suffocating as I am left alone
I get crazily sad even over the disappearing pain
Someday, having to endure this time without you will end as well
Someday, this love will be forgotten, my love that I long for
You, who always made it so hard for me
Someday, my sad love, my love that I long for
You always need to be happy after leaving me
These stairs of love always made me nervous
I’m so thankful to you for never letting go of my hand, not even for a single moment
Now leave me and be happy please, smile every day like you did in a picture with me
Continuous times of sadness and hardships, burning hearts
Nervous hands, the restraint of a cruel separation
It hurts then heals then hurts again
This repetition of pain is so hard, driving me crazy
I get crazily sad even over the disappearing pain
Someday, having to endure this time without you will end as well
Someday, this love will be forgotten,
You, who always made it so hard for me
Someday, my sad love, my love that I long for
You always need to be happy after leaving me
The only things I can do right now is hoping for your happiness
And letting time pass like this for the scars to heal
And though I want to call you, shutting my mouth
And continuously fighting against the endless regrets
I force myself to write the words of separation
I erase my past days one by one
Day by day, I blankly try to overcome these things
My everything, my hope, my love
After leaving me


MIMI SUHAILA

Lessons in French

Friday, May 12, 2017
BY: MIMI SUHAILA


First love, first heartbreak.
First job, first nightmare boss.

Fresh out of university and determined to dream big, Kate can hardly believe her luck when she lands a job as a 'little-bit-of-everything' to the world famous photo-journalist Lydia Schell. Better still, the job is in Paris and her guide to the most romantic city on earth is the handsome Olivier. The Berlin Wall is about to come tumbling down and the world feels full of possibility.

But the oh-so-charming Lydia turns out to be the boss from hell. The 'little-bit-of-everything' includes  collecting under-the-counter diet pills and walking a flatulent dog around the rainy streets of the sixth arrondissement. And the gorgeous Olivier? He happens to be dating Lydia's daughter.....

As the two worlds of her disastrous job and exciting flirtation look set to collide, Kate is about to get a fast education in the french approach to having it all.


ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Love With No Reason

Friday, May 12, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi



if love have reason, i think i am not going to marry at all.
if love have reason, i think my mother is not married.
if love have reason i' m not here right now.
if love have reason all of us are not here right now.
if love have reason we don't even exist right now.
Stop giving reason to love someone, stop asking why you love someone.
FARHIRA FARUDIN

How To Be Both by Ali Smith

Friday, May 12, 2017
BY FARHIRA FARUDIN


I am currently reading this book written by Ali Smith. The book is divided into two parts; the first part is about a painter from the 14th century and the second part is about the life of a person who lives in the 60s. I bought this book for only RM 17.90 at Book Xcess. So far I am enjoying this book perhaps because of Ali Smith's unique writing style and also the peculiar settings for both of the main characters. Here I will share some of my favourite parts from the book:

"Cause I know this is not hell cause I am intrigued not hopeless and cause I am surely put here for some good use albeit mysterious: in hell there is no mystery cause in mystery there is always hope." (page 41) 

"So always risk your skin, she said, and never fear losing it, cause it always does some good one way or another when the powers that be deign to take it off us." (page 64) 

"Girl I remember it, the way the game of love makes the rest of the world disappear. Best not to watch it through such a small window, though. Best on the whole not to watch it at all: love is best felt: the acts of love are hard and disillusioning to view like this unless done by the greatest master picturemakers: otherwise the seeing of them being done and enjoyed by figuration of other people will always lock you outside them unless your pleasure comes from taking solo pleasure or pleasure art one remove, in which case, yes, that's your pleasure." (page 68) 

"Cause nobody knows us: except our mothers, and they hardly do and also tend disappointingly to die before they ought. Or our fathers, whose failings while they're alive and absences after they're dead, infuriate. Or our siblings, who want us dead too cause what they know about us is that somehow we got away with not having to carry the bricks and stones like they did all those years. Cause nobody's the slightest idea who we are, not who we were, not even we ourselves." (page 96)
FARHIRA FARUDIN

Engku Iman

Friday, May 12, 2017
BY FARHIRA FARUDIN

Engku Iman is a Malaysian artist. I love her artworks, I think it's great to see a local artist who is brave enough to challenge the norms of our narrow-minded society. Here are some of my favorite artworks of hers:

Merdeka, 2016
Backup, 2016
Pakej Isteri, 2015
Dilarang Melarang, 2013