I'm Not Laughing lyrics in English

Sunday, May 14, 2017

by: Ellysha Zuraimi




Over a thousand times you
wrote the words “I love you”
In every corner of my heart
and now you come and
You leave me like the wife
and like dust in a corner of a room,
You push me aside and you say,
let’s break up
And without even knowing,
I slap you across the cheek and
I shook off the ground that held on to my
feet and walked for a
long time and promised to myself
I will never put you by my side ever again
All the efforts I did to protect you till now
I cut them all up and throw them into the racing cars
With laughter mixed with tears,
I come up with this faith that I will be better off than you,
into that deep darkness
I’m not really laughing
I’m not really walking in your memories
I shed tears and wait for you


A couple of days pass
and like a lonely street in late autumn,
Like a fisherman who sits alone by the water,
I’m exhausted by loneliness and waiting
I chain smoke and cough endlessly
and I crazily go into the memories
With your cute voice,
I crumbled like a bent tree branch
I was embraced in her arms
and expanded in a sweet dream
You joked that you will forever cling onto me
Wherever we went, whoever we met,
it was always us two
So it was always joyful
and we were always happy
It was like that but now,
she’s not by my side
I walk this night street with loneliness once again
In my heart that let you go
Tears come up and
shake me and hurt me
In my two eyes that let you go
Darkness comes to me again
I want to forget you, I want to forget you
No matter how much I shout out,
it doesn’t work
I regret because I
couldn’t take care of you. 

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