ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

I'm Not Laughing lyrics in English

Sunday, May 14, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi



Over a thousand times you
wrote the words “I love you”
In every corner of my heart
and now you come and
You leave me like the wife
and like dust in a corner of a room,
You push me aside and you say,
let’s break up
And without even knowing,
I slap you across the cheek and
I shook off the ground that held on to my
feet and walked for a
long time and promised to myself
I will never put you by my side ever again
All the efforts I did to protect you till now
I cut them all up and throw them into the racing cars
With laughter mixed with tears,
I come up with this faith that I will be better off than you,
into that deep darkness
I’m not really laughing
I’m not really walking in your memories
I shed tears and wait for you


A couple of days pass
and like a lonely street in late autumn,
Like a fisherman who sits alone by the water,
I’m exhausted by loneliness and waiting
I chain smoke and cough endlessly
and I crazily go into the memories
With your cute voice,
I crumbled like a bent tree branch
I was embraced in her arms
and expanded in a sweet dream
You joked that you will forever cling onto me
Wherever we went, whoever we met,
it was always us two
So it was always joyful
and we were always happy
It was like that but now,
she’s not by my side
I walk this night street with loneliness once again
In my heart that let you go
Tears come up and
shake me and hurt me
In my two eyes that let you go
Darkness comes to me again
I want to forget you, I want to forget you
No matter how much I shout out,
it doesn’t work
I regret because I
couldn’t take care of you. 
ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Lyric Review: Someday

Friday, May 12, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi

I always love lyrics written by Kang Gary. Kang Gary is a Korean Rapper that was featured in Leessang, a famous Korean Duo Group. The lyrics written by him are so subtle and he show his deep emotions in all of his lyrics. My favorite song is Someday. Here are the English lyrics to show few of his words that are so deep. I will just show few verse of the lyrics just to show to you, how he writes.







Someday.

After everything stopped, the time is silently ticking again
My sunken heart is once again suffocating as I am left alone
I get crazily sad even over the disappearing pain
Someday, having to endure this time without you will end as well
Someday, this love will be forgotten, my love that I long for
You, who always made it so hard for me
Someday, my sad love, my love that I long for
You always need to be happy after leaving me
These stairs of love always made me nervous
I’m so thankful to you for never letting go of my hand, not even for a single moment
Now leave me and be happy please, smile every day like you did in a picture with me
Continuous times of sadness and hardships, burning hearts
Nervous hands, the restraint of a cruel separation
It hurts then heals then hurts again
This repetition of pain is so hard, driving me crazy
I get crazily sad even over the disappearing pain
Someday, having to endure this time without you will end as well
Someday, this love will be forgotten,
You, who always made it so hard for me
Someday, my sad love, my love that I long for
You always need to be happy after leaving me
The only things I can do right now is hoping for your happiness
And letting time pass like this for the scars to heal
And though I want to call you, shutting my mouth
And continuously fighting against the endless regrets
I force myself to write the words of separation
I erase my past days one by one
Day by day, I blankly try to overcome these things
My everything, my hope, my love
After leaving me


ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Love With No Reason

Friday, May 12, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi



if love have reason, i think i am not going to marry at all.
if love have reason, i think my mother is not married.
if love have reason i' m not here right now.
if love have reason all of us are not here right now.
if love have reason we don't even exist right now.
Stop giving reason to love someone, stop asking why you love someone.
ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

#Qotd : Broken

Friday, May 12, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi


Well everyone have that time when they feels broken inside.  Its just how they deal with it. 

How I deal with my brokenness *is the word even exist🤔

I usually use music to deal with my brokenness. I don't know why but I do feel relieved and calm when I listen to the lyrics and after that I just heal and act normally. 

Its just the inside of me and I can deal with it.
ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Dove and Pigeon

Friday, May 12, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi

people do judge. people do give first impression. But its not about how people give first impressions. This is about how people treat dove lovely and not the same way to pigeon.

I picture dove as a women or men that have white skin, tall, beautiful or handsome.

and 

I picture pigeon as short, fat, dark, and not as attractive as dove.

I do know that people choose the best for whatever reason is. But what if in organisation, this pigeon is a hardworking person, do heavy work and all. While dove only do things that is simple and easy. 

It happened to some of us, it happened to me. 

Do heavy works, lift heavy things, run from downstairs to upstairs and repeatedly while this dove is sitting on a chair just do simple work. And still this dove gets gratifications and thanks while no one thanked us the one who prepared everything and clean up every mess. 

People. Do appreciate us, the pigeons. We are not KULI and we deserve a thanks. 


ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Maria's Surprise Birthday Party

Thursday, May 11, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi

Weeks ago, Farhira, Syamimie and I plan to do a surprise birthday party for Maria. As we don't really know what to give to her as a birthday present. 


So we called Jimmy and set up few plans, set date and place. 

On the day of the surprise, we plan to wear same colour of apparel which we choose 3 colour: grey,black and white.


after our psychology class, we give excuses not to follow her and we called Am and Afrina to pick us up at Unisel to buy cake and balloons. 

Hilarious part is when we arrived Utami Village Cafe, Jimmy and Maria was there so we slowly drive pass by her and wait at the back alley of the shop. Am called Maria and asked her and Jimmy to take Am's charger at his house. 

As they went to take the charger we rushed to the cafe and set place and wait for Maria and Jimmy to come.



Maria was shocked to see us and as she entered the cafe we sang her Birthday song and she starts to laugh non stop 😂😂😂😂

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIA
wish you to still laugh no matter what and even if you are in sadness. 😂 😘😘😘🌹💕
ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Theater?? So stressful!!

Thursday, May 11, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi


its the matter of how you handle theatre, whether with stress and failure or with stress and success. - photo taken at naskah teater during Festival Seni Unisel. - nampak kurus 😌

ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

hoax news

Friday, May 05, 2017
By: Ellysha Zuraimi


I am pretty sure that all of us had received this kind of whatsapp messages: 


" Malam ni antara jam 12.30 am hingga 3.30 am, pastikan tutup hp tablet, laptop dll dan jauhkn dr badan anda. TV Singapore tlh mengumumkn berita tersebut. Tlg beritahu keluarga dan sahabat2 anda. Malam ini  antara jam 12.30 pagi hingga 3.30 pagi bumi kita akan menghadapi radiasi yg paling tinggi. Pancaran cahaya Cosmic akn melintasi dekat dgn bumi. Oleh itu tutup hp dll dan jauhkn  dr badan anda sbb ianya akn menyebabkan kita mendapat kesan radiasi yg merbahaya....Boleh siasat di google dan NASA dan berita BBC. Hantarkan mesej ini kpd org2 lain yg penting bg anda. Anda bisa menyelamatkan nyawa ramai orang dgn berbuat demikian "



This is a hoax news. Fake. The truth is cosmic rays pass by earth every second so its not a thing to worry about. plus earth has magnetosphere as shields from cosmic rays. 

Furthemore this fake news went viral since August 2011. 

Hey Malaysians, guys please. the thing yang perlu kita risau adalah how netizens spread news without checking the truth. 

Clearly we should stop spreading fake news to others. If it is correct, then there will be aired on television and not by whatsapp. 

With this kind of action, society might feel scared and start mainstreaming. 


STOP SHARING NEWS THAT ARE UNCERTAIN. 



ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Aneh: Special Effect Makeup by Me

Friday, May 05, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi

for short film Aneh directed by Norazrina Nordin, i am assigned by her to do special effect makeup.

i learn this skills 7 years ago when i am still in school and i thought that it was just for leisure activities and i have stop like few months after that. surprisingly my skills developed without me knowing as i am assigned to do this makeup.


my first time as special effect makeup artist.


the results. 


scary enough for beginner i guess 😏


my second attempt for nenek kebayan's charater by afrina.


last day reshoot afrina's scene.
scarier tho. 



i hope for more job and better result after this. 

ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Hike to Lata Tampit, Janda Baik.

Friday, May 05, 2017
by: Ellysha Zuraimi

we start our journey hiking towards the waterfall with a guide from a local pak cik. the pak cik is very helpful and informative. (not in the picture)







we past the first waterfall because we aim for the highest waterfall.




the fifth waterfall. it was quite pack with visitors and extreme activities.








arrived the last waterfall. breathtaking view for us as students. it is such a relaxing moment and it splash away our fatigueness. 

ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Sambal TukTuk

Friday, April 14, 2017
By: Ellysha Zuraimi


Sambal tuk tuk ni commonly dihidangkan oleh suku kaum Batak di daerah Tanapuli, Utara Sumatra, Indonesia. Tapi sambal ni juga terkenal di kalangan orang Jawa di Malaysia.

So disebabkan dah masuk banyak negeri banyak daerah resipi asal sambal tuk tuk ni dah diolah dan di tambah baik sesuai dengan citarasa semua.

Di Johor resipi sambal tuk tuk sangat simple dan sedap. Hanya menggunakan bawang putih, cili api dan ikan bilis.

dan saya sendiri ada resipi sambal tuk tuk ni yang diperoleh basic nya dari resipi di facebook dan ditambah baik sendiri oleh mak saya.


Resipi Sambal Tuk Tuk generasi millenium (haha)

ikan bilis
cili api
cili besar
bawang putih
bawang merah
tomato
belacan

langkah langkah:
1. goreng ikan bilis 
2. pakai minyak yang sama goreng bawang putih dan bawang merah
3. goreng cili api dan cili besar
4. goreng tomato dan belacan
5. tumbuk bawang merah bawang putih dalam lesung
6. masukkan cili api dan cili besar tumbuk sekali
7. masukkan belacan dan tumbuk
8. masukkan tomato dan tumbuk
9. masukkan garam dan gula mengikut citarasa

hidangkan bersama nasi panas. sedap hingga menjilat jari.




ELLYSHA ZURAIMI

Food Review: Sushi Vegetable Roll by Haha Popiah

Friday, April 14, 2017
By: Ellysha Zuraimi


 A day Out with them.







the best vege sushi roll i've ever taste. the crunchiness is just perfect. you can get this at Haha Popiah at NU Central.